As most of you have probably observed, the vast majority of my journal entries over the past seven years on dA have been about things relating to the constructs of artistic and written skills, as well as the various social networks within the deviantArt community. They are things of observation, tallying the different nuances of the human psyche. Hardly anything here is truly a media's representation of a journal, and most of it is equated to something from a medical or science magazine. In lame speak, the journals are basically essays, and not journals. Because of that, I wish to put forth a few personal details, some questions, maybe gain some answers, and answer anything thrown at me. Most of what I'm going to write down exists on my website's bio
[link] . Other than that, I would love to be asked some stupid things since I have the impression people do not know me.
What/Who is VLK: My name is Vanessa L. K. This is where I get my username, Vaporeon Lugia Krabby from. As per my name, I am an over-achieving, artsy show-off with more than her fair share of vanity problems. I also am notoriously ruthless, unabashed and egotistical, so much so that I have been accused of being a robot, a guy, and Mewblade interchangeably with an apparent empathy issue. Because of this, I am at times convinced people are afraid of me, on part because of the unrelatability (most of the reason why I am doing this).
What are my strengths and weaknesses? We all have one thing we're better at than most people, and possibly worst at. Math, music and anything involving names (geography, references to great people) are my horrible mental flaws, other than the trust issues. I highlight art and verbal communication as strengths, as well as manipulation. I love the idea of molding people to be better members of society, not for the betterment of me. Anyone else wastes precious natural resources. (And for those who have made pathetic, irritating attempts to lie or twist things around me; guaranteed, I am smarter than you are at it.)
What do I do on my free time? Umm... nothing? Net rounds, some tv, and a lot of creative projects. Otherwise, I work, a lot.
Now what have I done for schooling, and careers? Not something common here, but I went to a gamer college. It's where I picked up my skills in Maya and helps me dabble around in the industry. I've done game testing (Electronic Arts), tech support (Geek Squad) and a wide variety of indy work (voice acting, scripts, interface and graphics), along with my current position which is basically you name it, I'm doing it. Because of the background, I feel that I can, and often do ridicule people about their skills versus goals. Want to get anywhere in the game or animation industry? Stop drawing anime! Or at the very least, have original ideas.
What are my relationships like? Safest place to be is have everyone at an arm's distance. I prefer to make acquaintances but I do keep a few close friends. Otherwise, I am married to one of the first Mewthree players I ever met (and since I am a dinosaur in terms of the Mewtwo/Mewthree community, that was a long while ago). I criticize online relationships, since mine was a struggle, and as most people I know are around my age (often younger), I condone them. It takes way too much effort, money and sacrifice for most people to be successful long term.
Mewtwo and Mewthrees, and what is up with it? Going off of the relationship thing as follows... Without Pokemon there would be no Mewtwo, without Mewtwo there would be no Mewthrees and without Mewthrees I wouldn't be in a relationship today, have gone to the school I went to, been on the career path I've been on, and otherwise had any involvement in anything I am involved in today. Some do it because it's cool, but to me Mewtwo and Mewthrees define my identity, which is why I will from time-to-time mention the "old ways" and may consider killing people for messing with it.
Then what about my characters? I have some 200+ characters. There is a list somewhere but it includes dragons, fantasy, Sailor Moon, Pokemon, the Mewthrees, Digimon, Sonic, the Boos, the Vancouvers, the Dancers, a cluster of aliens and so on and so on. If you're a watcher of me, you know of Mewblade (Mewthree). She is not my first character, technically it's a stuffed animal named Ginger from when I was a baby, but she is my favorite. About 60% of my characters are female, or female identified. I prefer to draw girls more often than boys as more of my females are good natured than the guys are. Of course, Mewblade takes up most of the pictures. I enjoy characters that are both beautiful and powerful, and exemplify confidence and capabilities. Basically, give me the Greek pantheon of gods, and I'm happy.
Why am I on dA? I've always been attracted to a specific community for long periods of time. Usually until it goes under. Being on dA, of course I like to be here to watch the art of others and see them develop, as I do for myself in turn. I also want to promote my art, and my characters. Currently my goal is to try and get a DD (Daily Deviation), as things like Favorites and Pageviews don't really equate to a sense of skill here.
Also, it's pretty common for me to struggle with talking about myself. (There is something about talking about yourself that comes across as so pathetically vain it is nauseating at best to think of it.) Not sure if there is anything anyone wants to inquire of me, so hopefully a few basics is enough to work off of.
I doubt the people who think you are a guy will read through all this. And isn't it a good thing to scare idiots away.
Very, very nice. I believe as part of being a Mewtwo fan, one should learn to undertake learning mental warfare, and naturally those who have been the longest would be the best at it.
>Otherwise, I am married to one of the first Mewthree players I ever met (and since I am a dinosaur in terms of the Mewtwo/Mewthree community, that was a long while ago).
You're not alone in having found a relationship this way - I'm glad to know I'm not either.
>I criticize online relationships, since mine was a struggle...It takes way too much effort, money and sacrifice for most people to be successful long term.
Struggle as it may be, sometimes it's the only way to find the person who is right for you. The more specific the relationship you're searching for, the higher the chance you'll need to go beyond your local community to find that person.
>Mewtwo and Mewthrees, and what is up with it? Going off of the relationship thing as follows... Without Pokemon there would be no Mewtwo, without Mewtwo there would be no Mewthrees and without Mewthrees I wouldn't be in a relationship today, have gone to the school I went to, been on the career path I've been on, and otherwise had any involvement in anything I am involved in today.
HOLY FUCK, ARE YOU ME? Without Pokemon there would be no Mewtwo, without Mewtwo there would have been no Beckett Pokemon Collector for me to write for, there would have been no Pokemon Trading Card Game for me to learn, which gave me the skills for Yu-Gi-Oh, which led me into my other business, and there would be no fellow Mewtwo fanatics for me to meet and have a relationship with.
>Some do it because it's cool, but to me Mewtwo and Mewthrees define my identity, which is why I will from time-to-time mention the "old ways" and may consider killing people for messing with it.
Again, you and I are one and the same here - it frustrates me to no end that the Mewtwo fandom has shrunk to the point it has, as I want others who would be part of that fandom to have a chance to have those same positive experiences I did, and if Mewtwo's not getting any official face time it's kinda hard for new blood to get into the Mewtwo fandom! (Between the Brawl roster, the competitive battling communities disallowing him from most events because he's uber, and the lack of apperances in other Pokemon things Nintendo is doing, it's sad to see things develop like that.)
Being dealing with immigration lately, and they basically laugh hearing, "Oh, I met my husband on a... Pokemon forum..." It's embarassing in way, and somehow it is more acceptable to meet someone on WoW. For me though, it's not like said pool didn't exist back home. Vancouver is a large, diverse city, and what I was interested in guaranteed a lot of bachelors. The advantage of being a gamer girl.
The circle of life, and Mewtwo at its best. Childish interests don't always lead to childish things. Alas, it is indeed hard to get more people interested in Mewtwo when there are so few things that promote it. Unfortunately there is very little one can do about it.
game design? no wonder you're so good with maya. that's actually what i want to do, have been looking into colleges and such. now i know i have a contact in case i have questions/need help with stuff.
also, i didn't know you voice acted! could you give me a link to an example, because i'd love to have you as at least a guest in my abridged series if you're willing and not too busy.
Again, reason why I am so critical of people is in part because of my schooling. I know many a classmate who has gone places, and even more who didn't. I'm on that lower end. Indy stuff may be helping out on other people's projects. And in the case of some minor voice acting, it's actually something I don't have on me since I was the only girl the guys knew really at the time so... wasn't so good. Something I don't like admitting to, is that I really dislike my own voice.